UPSET

My attempt to go swimming has been cancelled caus I've decided to go to school tmr nways. And then after that I'd regret and lament about how it was a waste of time and that I should've stayed home and gone swimming instead. I hate myself,I hate myself.

I've been eating way too much recently and like my nose is srsly blocked stupid sinus. I can't even breathe properly and my chest feels heavy ughhhhhhhh.Omg,nooooooooo,not H1N1.


This is my pigeon hole drawer in my closet,too full with accessories!


Another box I just organized tonight.

I still need to organize the one in my closet. And figure out where to put the plastic box,booo ):



Before packing it into those small sachets!Can't believe I stuffed all of those rings there into 1 pathetic bag before.


Chicken+corn soup yum yum!


Focaccia bread with balsamic&olive oil dip! Just like what I had in Modesto's. [:


And btw, I spent 60 bucks on food already,that is 3 days. Not including dinner. Idk what did I spent on considering I didn't buy anything else except for food. But 60 bucks for food,really? Im soooooooo upset and angry with myself and so was my mom caus she was like what did you spend on and I myself couldn't answer,ahh well. ): Im broke now, Im left with 15bucks for tmr and fri. Good luck to myself I should just starve or eat an apple which will be really suitable for me right now yeah ok thanks bye.